at da mercy of panadol

1130: took flu panadol n slept

1710: woke up...within 15 mins started shivering, head started to rise up to 40 deg(i aint jokin, mi normal body temp is high to start with...so ya). afraid gonna fry mi brains so took panadol EXTRA. slowly shivering started to subside.. started to sweat so felt a lil bttr but still went back to hide under mi blankiee

1930: woke up again went online to chat with concerned ppl, told em i'm still sane til mi next dose...body too hot so got muscle fatigue...had to ask Fizh to help me buy dinner...BUT KNNB no fishball noodle sooo sian....nvr mind ask him to buy fruits...yesh for dinner i had 3 papayas and 1 watermelon!!

2000: stated to download stuff...cos bored of sitting at com and stumbled across dis song which is on repeat mode rite now: Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown -- No Air & Mariah Carey -- Touch my body

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Apparently Microsoft wants to upgrade ev1 in mid apr to Vista Sp1...mi response: SCREW U NO THKZ....sori ah mi com's fine just da way it is k!!

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I WANT GUMMI BEARS!!!!

I HATE FALLING SICK

I FEEL LIKE.......

HAIZ

i feel soo vulnerable!

bah woke up todae with a full blown case of COLD...yup stupid blocked nose kept making my head feel sooo heavy!! ugh well i did take 2 chloro-sumting tablets yest(da yelo ones) $%^@@@^^@@#..... i feelll sooooo weak rite now i wanna jus climb back to bed n NUA....bleah!!!

shit y wunt mi WMM(windows movie maker) work!! bah can't be bothered.....feeeling soo indifferent now and once again recording has been cancelled and thkfully so cos i dunt tink i can sing much as stay sensible for tt matter!!

oohhh mi head feels heavy n lite at da same time....dis is even worse den getting drunk!!! lol man i'm uttering jibberish......

Pls god heal me soon got exams to study for lei!!! u wanna study for me is it? tmd....o well gonna finish editing mi project den head back to bed!!

 

P.s: -screw i forgot wad i wanted to say- LOL ARGHHH I HATE FEELING WEAK!!

Relakin sia.....

While surfing out for my project stuff, i had actually stumbled across a couple of stuff! one of which was wad mi name meant....da words in bold just crack the hell outa me!! awesome....lol o and btw i must say shit this stuff realli works la!!! for me at least!!

 

What Prakash Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person!

 

**I dunno why but after reading that i have dis evil smirk on my face!!! muahahah**

O n it seems that silly siree got her belly pierced. it looks wicked la but i'm not gona even tink abt da pain induced but must say after a while it realli looks cool! apparently now she wants a tattoo of a safety pin beside it...which has some secret story behind it but promised she'll tell me ano dae!! hmmm sumhow i feel tt its cool for a chick to get a black rose tattooed on her...NICEE!!!!...and spking of tatttos was surfing and stumbled across mi most fav tattoos on a shirt design:.....

longwhite1

longwhite2

honestly i prefer the top one bttr...

whatever will be, will be....

dammnit crap wanted to post up my 1st video but there was a technical glitch!! arghh ahcai i need help!! lol...but dunt wori prak always delivers!!

haizyoo it seems that our recording @ snakeweed always keeps being postponed with some always unforeseen circumstances...well hope Leonard's dad is fine in the hospital!! hmm if only we started taking bets as to whether we'd record on a particular day, it could really turn out so lucrative it could rival SGpools!!

hmm and spking of leonard...my deepest condolences go out to leonard(From AKLTG) and his family. his dad just passed away yestdae and just wish they'll stay strong n may his dad's soul rest in peace. Amen!

and the reason is you!

Went chionging on wed....prob mi last session for a loong time...tt also includes the alcohol consumption as well...as of today there are a couple of things not in my possession:

1)alcohol of any form for consumption

2)Pornographic materials (soft/hard copies/core)

3)lack of interest in relationships(da personal luv kind)

well clubbing i must say is rather different wen u dun't go with da usual bunch of ppl...o well it was still fun and i must say it was hilarious to see poh dance...and if he heard me say tt he's prob gonna swear his head or rather mi head off!! cheers man!! i'm gonna use back ur line on u...ehh shit happens..btw thkz for da advice @ Macs and ya rem wad i said to u too....

a new found sense of inspiration, a glimpse of hope....nvr losing mi faith in ..... me, miself and Johnny!! its about time i started walking instead of stopping and crying in the dark! No1 owes u a living, trust no1 but urself! if ur body is a tool den ur soul?? mi journey starts here...will u walk with me??....else da exit's to the left..have a nice day!!

~ Relak and MANtain ~

~ numb and distracted ~

went over to NUS on tue....if i had to describe da experience: mixed feelings!! it was realli refreshing comin down and breathing in NUS air, i dunno y but realli there's a difference...soon da nostalgic moments and rendevouz spots popped back into memory..ahhh lunch really made mi dae went i met up with rusty! toked abt life and stuff and he really did make me remember back who i truly was and i was amazed tt he knew tt i had changed soo much. but den later into da aftnoon a sudden turn of emotions. at first wen i saw lynnette it was a lil weird....its like we dint realli see each other for years but at da same time we felt like we had just met up just last wk..its kinda hard to explain but the akwardness was a lil pronounced for both of us! happy tt she's attached now but i dint realli ask her much abt it (which i oso dunno y)...ahahhaha and there was one part i almost called her leonyie!!! muahahaha....hmm and spking of whom just when i tot tt the shady feel of mi aftnn wud just end ly adds in to da puzzling disarray of events. the details of which i shall hold cos it holds personal content.

By dinner time, i had this weird feeling cudn't explain it wasn't confusing more like numbing hahaha....waahahaha...well but da stoneness all went away in the nite: went over to wala-wala for drinks with WX, Poh and Pucao(who jus came outa BMT, and i must say he looks gd aft losing wt...lol...shittt soo gay lol). the second band for the night was awesome and played some oldskool faves but supposedly da guy cudn't hit some AC/DC or GNR cos he dint wear his tight underwear...WAD?? riteee....ook lol

Rocketdock rawks......

hahaha just installed this new UBERLY kewl application courtesy of Fizh. its called rocketdock basically its like a sidebar used by Macs but it can now be used in windows. u noe da side bar where u lve all ur shortcuts and da icons pop out and stuff..well doesn't make sense if i jus explain it in words so here's a screenshot!....

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hahaha yeap awesome stuff....aniways ya finally ahcai has finished editing our very first video. its not much but its a start!! lol....u sure to lauff!! guaranteed...trust me!! lol enjoy guys!!!

i tink therefore i am......

its 940pm i'm sitting in the canteen of hall5 beside the pool table as i type this. to my right is xing ling and to mi left are various chinese idols left there by uncle william, who actually gave me a xtra nugget cos i was a regular. i hate regular coke cos i always feel i'm shortchanged mite as well get it upsized! Upsize to Kingsize would be da most common upgrade option favoured by most FAT american fast-food patrons. being patronising is very irritating cos it makes u seem very pitiful and helpless. helpless people who lost their homes in the katrina had to rush and camp out in stadiums. stadiums usuallly have pools. Can 5 has a 7ft pool table. beside which i'm sitting!!

LOL......aniways suddenely aft listenin to some future sounds, feeelin the nostalgic times where i used to roam in eastern europe!! i wanna travel to europe, prob da countryside of France!! hmmmm now wudn't tt be nice....

...."i'm da best director there ever was"...

haha i knew tt line from mi own song wud come back and haunt me....1st paper dreams now Clip! lol.....i gotta stop acting.....YA RITE u can nvr bring da actor outa me NEVER!!! o yesh for those tinking if i had actually successfulli punched a board with mi knuckle......well here's da proof!!

 

awesome stuff....haha well mi knuckle's on route to recovery but since da AK camps are more or less done, prob da next time i can get hold of choppable boards are prob in june!

meanwhile, da director in us has been evoked in Ahcai and me as we start videoing random stuff and act plan on creating a serial instead of just recording random stuff....oooh fame n fortune here i come!! (Yeah dream on prakiee!! haha sounds sooo like wad gomz wud say, although she was da very 1st person who called me prakiee!!) aniways a random observation, seems ev1 is onto da PSP fad...i bet u tt on every single train at least one person wud be playin on a PSP be it gaming, watchin a movie or jus plain listening to music...wow haha i dun tink u'll ever see me using a PSP cos first and foremost i'm like soo against console-based stuff so ya....lol

WKend's finally over...ahhh...

hahha a lota u are prob tinking i'm weird from writing tt but u realli gotta know mi situation before u understand da greater picture!!! lol aniways yup todae marks da 1 mth mark to da exams!! scared??hell yeah..but not panick stage yet..o well next wk chiong out with mi study buddies den see how lo!! hoping to finish up all mi proj by dis wk so i can fully focus on just mi sch work.

Well went for the Minor interview on sat, was ok not realli challenging, not tt i wanna bochap it la i still wanna minor too la but ya can't stop tinkin of the other more lucrative offer from irish!! haiz...i ges once again its gonna be long term vs short term!? i hate choosing...fugggulicious!!

hahaha yest not supp to work but irish was realli desperate for part-timers so went down for IAG grad nite!! dis time i dint punch any boards with mi knuckle cos yesh i wanted it to heal first b4 anymore self inflictions. lol...but i did punch da boards with da correct technique dis time!! hahaha and yesh if ur wondering wad the wrong techniques ah...well i got a couple of videos for u!! BEWARE ABSOLUTE DUMBNESS IS GUARANTEED IN THESE VIDEOS SO MIGHT INDUCE IMMENSE ABDOMINAL PAINS FROM EXTREME LAUGHTER.....haha enjoy!!

SuperKids grad nite was touching!!

well in da evening i went over to work...and i had to run in da bitchin rain cos ev1 was busy n cudn't run over to bring me a brolly...thk god da rain wasn't too heavy else i wud have froze mi skinny ass in da damn aircon....o wait i need to add a lil sidenote here cos i realised i have to keep repeating miself evtime i say i'm working...I work at Adam Khoo learning technologies (http://www.akltg.com/index.php) in tanjong pagar...and no i'm not a bleaty bouncer at some pub(bounce on u den u noe basket!!lol bouncer wth look at mi size la pls ah)...yupz n i'm a part-time events executive and no tt's not a term i jus coined up tt's realli our title..well basically i set up preview sessions, do registration and at the end help parents with queries regarding da program and stuff...

i jus realised yestdae tt i've been working there on n off for ruffly 2 yrs now and boy i've seen so many employees quit or get promoted its soo hard to remember who i'm under, no wunder i go there kena call lau jiau part-timer or as i'm more fondly known in AK as "ah-neh". even da kids noe me as ahneh...piangeh ahcai i'm gonna slap u for tt!!! ahhaha....a kid actually came up to me and asked me if i realli was hairy on mi hands den i showed her n said yesh, den she ask mi chest i said ya and finally she asked mi legs and said ya and den she lauffed!! basket mi hair soo funi meh?? i dun get it!!...aniways da lil cutie went on to tok abt how strict her english teacher was...demonstrating how da teacher would lift da table n slam her hands on da table and push their papers on da floor wen she was pissed!! wah Piang scary shit lei...damnnit

AND parents if u spend so much $$$ to send ur kids to dis course u bttr make sure u turn up for their graduation!! yest a poor dude asked his parents to stand up n ev1 looked arnd...wad amazed by da boi's maturity!! after a while realising they weren't there, he jus said and i quote "nvr mind, its ok, les move on....". whoa marcus RESPECT man!! shame on u parents!!

was supp to go drinkin wit poh n wx but they were too shy to call weilin and join her so i jus stayed arnd office helped out irish den took a cab back with her!! tt's another ting i like abt dis place: CAN CLAIM CAB!!! lol....during da cab ride she asked me to work fulltime during mi hols and as tempting as it sounds my minor seems to be in da way, tt is if i make it thru da interview on sat!! choices choices choices.....i sooo hate choosing!!!haiz...but wad tt needs to be done to keep da balance has to be done!!!

being busy is not an excuse its cos of responsibilities

ahhh started yest with a crappy arguement with ly...yesh a lot of u are rolling ur eyes and askin me y da hell i'm still tokin to her....well she's ok la....sumtimes...but other times she really just drives me up da wall which as tiring as it may be...sumhow it really makes me miss her even more! i appreciate ur 'kind' words guys, but u noe i really can't just leave on a bad note. Cos i dun want us to just be mad at each other and not tok at all and i get fucking irritated wen she keeps saying being busy is not an excuse for tokin often....eh jilun, anna wen was da last time i had a convo with u guys tt lasted more den 10 mins?? its been a while rite?? or even mi buds from SJI...wah piang we're soo busy with our hectic schedules we can't even meet up till 6 wks later(yup tt's our projected meeting time!!)...aiya if i'm busy i'm busy la if i'm free u tink i wunt tok to u meh??haizyo den ur nicks always seem so general but its always after some event involving me so obviously i get da wrong picture la. if mi nicks are not meant for u, obviously i wudn't put ur name on it rite!!  i oso dunno y i'm writing all dis...does it even make sense?? she's prob gonna say i'm jus mumbling excuses and stuff...da scary part is ly wadever u yell at me i'm jus getting tt numb feeling i get wen i parents yell at me!! wait.....whoa....i'm feeling so numb as i type dis...no anger..no hate...no regret...i'm feeling calm with da sweet sounds of indie playing in mi ear, da right temperature, da spacious tables, the raindrops on the window, the black clouds above....life seems sooo peaceful....jus close ur eyes and listen....to ur inner calling to da one u used to be...jus slowing ur life down...whoa ok wad did i jus type....sooo weird!! lol was i in a trance-like state???? riteeee.....oooook!!!

I hate rainy days but I lurve indie rock

hahah yesh there's  no link between da two...but hulooo y must there be a link?? if u want just take out da but and put a period in da middle lor....lol

aniways, i reallli hate rainy days. firstly cos i hate being cold and wet! it sux big time..i dun exactly have a lota blubber on me to keep miself warm and contrary to wad most ppl believe da hair doesn't realli help much cos it aint thick not tt i want it to be la....lol...but ya it jus sux cos ultimately with so much to do and places to go it doesn't make sense cos it makes me feel more nua! was doin mi proj in da SAC da whole aftnn and boy was it cold as hell..well if hell froze over tt is!! y can't da weather jus stay cloudy n windy soo shiokies...well had to run all way(it was too cold to walk) and grab miself a nice hot cup of cafe mocha.

ooh and from textures mi next fav genre for studyin is back to indie after like wad 4 yrs!! hahaha great stuff i must say....

ahhh lookin forward to da wkend cos will be gg back to snakeweed to record our songs although i tink mi loss of voice is gonna serve slightly as a prob lol!! but o well its gonna be fun seeing leonard again!! still rem his nick: moogerfooger!!! hopefulli he's cleaned up da studio dis time arnd!!!

Let's see if who can figure out dis...

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i'm feelin emo tonite

hmmm well i wudn't realli say i'm feelin tt emo now...its more of like a fuggin frustration...but as i've more or less calmed down now, its been turned to emoness!!! bah soo much to say......

But, i'm a man who sticks to his promises....so no more emo blogs dis yr...i'll jus lve it pure & simple!!

I'm so tired of evthing, from now on i noe who mi tru frens ah..jus gonna stick to makin them happi and start tinkin abt MI happiness. U want to see da other side of me, FINE i'll show u!! u wanna screw with me i'm ok, u screw with da ones i give a shit abt and ur gonna get it!!

O btw, had a great drinkin session yest with me buds, sadly gonna miss it, but o well dunt wanna tink abt tt now!!