A blade of grass in a field of miracles....

well had a delightful day of shopping wif amanda today..A big thank you goes out to her who was kind enuff to join me....we walked from marina sq to suntec to bugis....hmmm actually its da second time i've done tt..but ya getting back wif the story...well i would consider a shopping trip not a success unless i bot evthing i had set out to buy but i managed to buy miself a brand new watch which was like on sale wif 60% off...although i realli dun tink its a gd deal. i mean call me a wet blanket but having a sale doesn't neccesarily mean ur gonna get an awesome bargain its still a marked-up price..but of course there are exceptions.

And when i got back home managed to catch an awesome movie, "The Guardian"....and in case u dunt oreadi noe, i lurve movies tt portray or rather put the human spirit to the test. Got a lil inspired as well....not to be a coast guard diver but rather da pilot!! haha...man i ges da desire to fly has never ever left me...once u've flown an aircraft that exhilarating sensation is absolutely unforgettable even if it was under rather unpleasant circumstances (when ur instructor isn't da most kindest teacher @ 10000 ft up in da air.)...well i noe wad's da 1st ting i'm gonna apply to when i'm done wif sch! -flying w/out wings-

i sure am thankful tt mi choice in music is not as diverse as mi moods....in da mng just before i went out blasted mi subs wif some mambo madness...rolling out the gd 'ol classics like call me, together forever, i heard a rumor, square rm and gimme hope joanna, which reminds me of the time wen farhan actually came up wif a random pickup line based on tt title: "Hi gorgeous, is ur name joanna?? cos ur sure giving me lotsa hope".....hmm guys i highly recommend u realli dunt use dis unless u noe for sure tt da gal's got a real gd sense of humor!!....and right now as i'm typin away, sevendust is screaming thru mi earphones tellin me to stop fuckin wif mi head!!

Its back to work for me tmw, and dis time round i'm gonna do mi intro a lil bit diff hopefully it turns out fine...we shall see....

Customers can sit at any tables....like duh? lol

 

-- This was taken at Maxwell Food centre....let's forgive the grammer but hmm i wunder wad made them put up dis sign?? no i'm serious i really wanna noe was it racial segregation in the past or wad?? LOL --

yes sir, i will work....pls gimme some food!!

ev1 reaches a saturation pt sumwhere regarding stg in their lives...me...well i can't work as a part-timer anymore as in after doin full-timer stuff for abt 2 mths plus has transformed mi expectations of work. i've tried it dis wkend and boy waz it weird!! lol ok aniways enuff abt tt many of yal prob wudn't understand wad i prob said........

well aniways i've spent some thinking on mi part and yesh i've finally changed mi priorities in life as a new term approaches. this time however, i'm returning back to da nerd stage for good..ok la not tt scary la, its just tt mi night life activities are gona be pretty sparse...haiz i so hate mi life right now but i noe its only for 2 more years. i've survived dis far wad's another 2 yrs more....

Frens who keep asking me to chiong, i'm sorry i've let u down....as u dance and drink da nite away may mi spirit of partyin' always remain wif u guys.....

o yesh and aft work last sat me and zhongkie took a trip down to serangoon rd and i showed him around da best places to eat and where to go if u need wadever......and after having an awesome meal (which we forgot to take a photo of...) and we had to take a walk since we were like soo full and low n behold dis unbelievable bargain jus startled us...yesh of all da money-back guarantees i've ever seen or heard of this has gotta beat evthing!!

 

 

" Y on earth would you wanna guarantee $2 ??....diao"

Satay ayam..oooh satay kambing..ahhh.satay....saaaaaa...

hmmm waahhh i'm realli taking too long to post up mi stuff although i'm pretti much doin nuthing!! yep tt's rite i'm finally bummin arnd ...and in 2 more wks sch's gonna be up again...and boy is it gonna be diff....half mi batch have went for their attachment for another 6 mths, including mi 2 precious Fs. hmm well at least there's not gonna be much politics...or so i hope!! hahaha haiz well pretti much since i aint gonna be stayin in hall anymore, tt just erodes a whole part of the prak i used to be...well all i noe is from 4th august, be prepared for a new prak!!

Finally got down to watchin mi LOST:season 4 episodes like back-2-back.....man i soooo love LOST. there are many who just get stumped by certain parts of the show but if u've watched it back to back u'd understand the beauty of how they've weaved in the facts of the story plus the constant flashbacks have actually changed over the seasons. during the 1st few seasons da flashbacks told each characters life-story but from season 3 onwards as they neared the possibility of them being rescued the flashbacks were actually flash-forwards. Am i already confusing you?? hahaha den do urself a favour and dun watch lost...or the possibility of u getting pretti lost is imminent.

bah...sianism is slowly creeping up on me....and every day i question mi purpose in life?? haiz....and its all because of....

wuahahaha.....mi hols have just started

wow and once again its a new wk and i've gotta stop doin dis wkly update ting its sad!! lol well da past wk has been rather eventful...which started wif a RATHER EVENTFUL fight with mi dad, who had his panties-up-in-a-bunch cos i was comin home late....o well cos of tt outburst i landed miself into a wk ban of gg to work...img being grounded from work....welcome to mi sad friggin life!!

but i must say it was a blessing in disguise. cos on one side although i luved stopping by tanjong pagar, da temporary probation made me realise that ever since da end of mi exams i've been working every single day. and it seemed like i finally got mi much deserved rest! so wad did i do for da whole wk if i wasn't working?? well i bummed out watching movies, den slogged mi ass off painting da walls@ home and helping ma mum wif da chores.

O and dunt forget the shopping session wif zhongkie where we practically walked from marina sq to suntec to bugis(ah zhong originally wanted to go to Lot1 since we dint noe wad da name of da mall there was and i was like "DUUDE, kinda far lei"). bot a brand new vacuum cleaner for ma mum too. wad else...hmm well basically da rest of da time i've been just realli enjoying a lil quality ME-time.

plus took some time off to meet up wif a couple of MSE buds who were at St. James for freshmen orientation. overall it was kinda ok hahaha den again wen u got party starters like me and da 2 Fs...we'll turn any place to a blast...SATISFACTION GUARANTEED...hahaha yesh i'm shameless to admit it. da guys looked kinda old but da ladies hmmm some were like HELLOOOOO....esp one called Joanne who was soo cute as dat gal host on kids central...WAIT...nah it can't be...les see da new bunch is of gals are from where....1989.......BAH 4 yrs diff...jeez they just keep getting yunger.....where da hell all gals mi age??? its like they got poached out by older guys.......hahaha.....ok enough of the conspiracy theories...time to grab tt can of coke and get back into San Andreas...NIGGA PULEASEEEEE!!!

9 songs to save the world

Hahaha...finally i've finished changing mi new blog layout and hopefully u guys like it...well just in case some of u tink tt its kinda girly...well wen ur lookin at the html-scripts-point-of-view i tink u'd agree that its kinda funky wad i've done over here....actually it kinda reminds me back of mi lower sec days wen we used to create our own webbies and customize it using html.

Aniways well yep a lot has happened this past few wks...and yesh sch's abt to start in a couple of wks...am i excited?? o yesh indeed....YA RITE....haiz how long more do i have to go before i actually start earning...jeez although its been eons since i've been askin miself tt qn!! bah...ok looks like i've run out of interesting tings to say cos well bascially mi life's preeti boring...for now...i hope!!

So mi dear readers, i shall lve wif a quote i stumbled upon today amongst the many html forums i had to visit:

"Computer games don't affect kids - I mean, if Pacman affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music."

Cheers every1........stay funky and happy, cos its kinda hard for me to do tt rite now. had a realli bad fight wif ma dad last night and i'm kinda grounded from working for the whole wk...o well life's a bitch ain't it....haiz..... screw it i jus need mi gummi bears n coke!!! hell if u throw in a Ramli burger to tt mix, i mite just knock u off ur feet!! whoo hoooo...........lol peace me luvlies.

Mi humblest apologies...

To mi luvlies: so sorri for lack of updates over here! the main(and i emphasize this pt as there are other reasons) reason for this wud be due to da upgrading if u'd like of mi blog....i'm realli tryin out new skins and this html tingy is pretti new to me...but o well i'll figure out stg soon enuff...who knows i mite just even come up wif mi own blog skin soon...nah jus kiddin!!!

 

<<I'm so tired of evting>>

omg vitas strikes again.......

hahaha well ladies and gentlemen, once again video links have started to pop on mi blog.....trust me if u dunt lauff at dis, u definitely must be singing like him.......ahahaha ENJOY........

Sales ASSISTANCE wanted........

Went over to Novena today to settle some work stuff, and on the way back shopped around for 2 tees and and on the way to the bubble tea shop, dis sign just cracked me up:

Hmmm.......wow this shop realli must be desperate, cos apparently they're willing to listen to any1 on how to improve their marketing strategies! LOL.....

i dare say, i'm from england...arrrr....

i have no idea why but i feel like i've lost my soul again, but i must say anger always inspires mi sense of purpose once again. Time and time again i show the kindness of my heart but there are those who causally mistake it as me being a pussy! Trust me, i'm a guy whose tolerance is rather high (I believe Someone knows it better den any1 else, Ask her). To those who wanna test mi fuckin patience, i have this to say: Dun't be surprised when you see the other side of me!

As i walked home today, i passed by a funeral service and thought to myself, how would my funeral be?? weird and random but den again i wondered to myself if the elderly lady in front of me had thought of the same thing as her glance caught sight of the familiar bright yellow canvas lining the void deck.

Facts of a normal workday suppressed into bite-size bullets, in no particular order:

• Adam just bought a new lotus elise
• Cleaned up TR3 with Jacq, Huiwen and Aaron
• Gossiped wif Auntie Saro
• Found out some of my hall mates are working over at the Novena center
• Had a pleasant convo wif a parent
• Had a NOT so pleasant convo wif a parent
• Smiled at an hot office chick in the train cos we both saw something hilarious at the same time
• Practiced for my upcoming audition as an Intro speaker
• Enjoyed a sumptuous Katsu Don at Market for lunch

I've realized how much of a strong character i am but when it comes to the matters of the heart, mi defenses are paper thin! Deep inside i'm just a kid who just wants to sit on the breakwater and watch the sunset. My social batteries are running out again. Perhaps its about time, i should charge them....or should just replace them with new ones....perhaps!......perhaps??? haiz...

I'm angry with you, because.....

my camps are finally over and i must say the feeling now is....not really estatic!! why?? cos i can forsee the impending crap tt is about to rain on mi carpet-grass-laden head. yesh rite now me n huiwen are in the the "eye-of the-storm"...the upcoming Modules 2 & 3 are just waiting to burst out wif a multitude of kok-ups.

I must say I'm terribly disappointed with the coaches. In particular, Benjamin Ong (programme director of the last camp). why?? cos simple instructions weren't followed. i explicitly told him on the last night just before i left that just help to clear up evthing into boxes and pile them up into some corner. Was tt so hard to understand? when i came back the next day, auntie saro had to complain to me how much of a mess that place was...low and behold, it was a disaster indeed coaches left behind evthing that wasn't theirs, chairs were just piled in the middle obstructing the way. haiz and these are the people who supposedly are past graduates of a programme tt promises to inculcate a sense of responsibility. What i saw was nothing short of pure disrespect to other full-time staff and blatant disregard for the next users of the room(WHO HAPPEN TO BE THE VERY NEXT MORNING AT 7AM.)....coaches do you know how many people in the office complain about you guys?? and after that last incident i'm sorry but i can't find any more excuses to cover ur asses. Stop acting like kids in a friggin holiday camp and act more like mature role-models! The fact that 3 trainers had to PERSONALLY clean up YOUR ROOM for YOU just goes to show how bad the situation is. the following photo just speaks a 1000 words:

 

Coaches, I'm disappointed in you guys...but den again probably your skins are too thick to actually think of what i've said so far....den again i'm sure there are still some of you who feel that you could have done more! for those few, i applaud you!

U tink we 5-star hotel is it??

Parents these daes are seriously getting tooo much man!! Basket just to wait outside for 5...nigga pls!! 5 MINS....and they start kp-ing abt how disorganised AKLTG is like helooo...wad u expect us to throw rose petals on the floor and serve u ice cold drinks?? how abt a smackdown too so it'll knock some sense into ur impatient singaporean minds...jeez put urselves in our shoes man?? do u see a whole friggin platoon working to serve u?? Pardon me but we're not running a high-class hotel service k!!

Jeez aniway with that said....i'm realli tired of bitchin abt work and i'm kinda numb towards problem parents. Finally down to my last camp....and already i'm predicting another storm cloud just brewing in the distance when we start handling the SCP cases...god forbid i'll be quitting when that washes ashore. seriously, i've made up ma mind...it aint worth it no more...i'm a happy person...a stress-free smooth operator! besides i realli need to take a break b4 i head back to sch in Aug. School....hmmm...well mi results weren't tt gd but den again i've had worse. all i can do now is plan ahead and and make sure i stick to mi game plan!

if i mite add....DUFFY RAWKS....smmmmoooooooooth sensual neo-soul for the soul...it just takes da pain away! haiz.....and although it takes away the aching physical pain and eerie silence of the lost memories just echoes thru mi heart..haiz so many things, people and places i miss...

I dunno why but all of a sudden i have this uncanny urge to walk down the streets of Paris, when its raining....

O yeah, cathy mi dearest grad nite had a couple of timing errors cos of adam for da grad nite but on mi part all went smooth sailing....hahaha ges wad? i realli was composed except for a lil headache tt kept buggin mi head...o ya haha ur sis kept counting down the hrs to the mayhem in front of me but was later pleasantly surprised cos of mi composure!! realli did mizz not having u arnd :( ....but o well i'll cya for the next one aniways!! HUGZZZ

 

 

to whom it may concern: maybe, maybe not....but this time i'll be ready for you!! I dun't luv u, llike i luved u yestdae!!

if i had eyes at the back of mi head,....

wow wen ur feeling shitty, music always helps....<insert drumroll here>and da music tt's soothing mi soul currently has got to be songs from duffy!! oooh and i luv tt song from The chronicles of Narnia 2, the one right b4 the credits. The call by regina spektor......AWESOME track!!

Man too bad i can't put like clips of mi fav songs like a player widget form over here...hmm tings to add to mi blog a music widget tt's user-friendly and by user i do mean ME...cos its realli hard for me to add music into widgets!!

A death certificate

Its beeen eons since i've slept so well...yesh tt's rite. i finally post this after a gd 14 hr slp! man u have no idea how tired i've become. golly jeez been working soo much i  feel soo tired!! i've even contemplated if act sch is bttr den work....

the last grad nite went over with a couple of glitches. and i must say this 3rd camp was da most HORRENDOUS i've seen thru....o man o man but rantings aside it was worrying to see mi dear cathy so affected by it all. After reading her blog i could associate it with the frustrations that just illuminated from her face..O cathy chilll la babe, ur too young to be stressed out like tt. Go live ur life freely and not shoulder so many responsibilities. haiz...well like wad ur sis told me, i gotta breathe more miself!! well soon all this mayhem will be over and all tt remains is da nostalgic yells and finger-pointing...wait shit i ain't gonna miss tt one bit...

Moving on..i've realised mi life has become soo boring...i need to go more often as such! from next wk onz i'm gonna try..o wait i'm not supp to say try...ok I'll do mi very best(isn't tt da same as trying....o WADever!!) to go out at least twice a wk!!

And with all da free i spent at home, i've realised i haven't been strummin on mi guitar for quite a bit..hmmm aniways gotta enjoy mi 'holiday'...wad an irony!..........back to the chronicles of narnia: Prince Caspian...

love in dis club

What a wkend! had mi second grad nite on Sunday and finally FINALLY 2 CAMPS DOWN...1 currently running den 2 more!! mi god i make it sound like da damn exams la. den again they're prob da same in terms of stress level. ahh and a pleasant surprise: mi lil dearie Cathl€€n popped by and not empty-handed mind you...but with a bag of love(subway cookies to be exact)....AWWWWWWW

O yesh and soon tt'll add onto mi list of nicks: lioncub! hahaha o man mizz u much much cathy can't wait for ur next visit!!

well its been a realli crappy week for me...and telling miself its gonna be a gd mng b4 i step out to work hasn't realli helped much..by the end of the day i keep wondering why i work so hard for!! haiz...o well ges sumtings u wunt realli noe why or wen rite?? aniways its xinjie's last day on friday and da new gal's oreadi here!! well i'm def gonna miss her...but o well she's gg to a bttr place den us soo gd luck to her....

ok enuff of da demoralising stuff...o wait..there's more...RESULTS OUT IN an hr's time...o gd lord i seriously hope it all turns out fine....haiz omg so much stress i wunder how n why i'm still sane!!