i wanted to tell u dis jes now....but stuff like dis can onli be said face to face, else they're just a bunch of nice sounding words....but i still gotta say it aniways...
ahhh cranberries...haiz i still rem da chords of dis song...omg i'm just getting chills cos i'm listenin to da song while i type dis...aniways ya getting back to da pt....
The times i spent with U were never a waste, which was prob y i can jus throw anyting down, smoke up lies and rush down just to spend time with u, even if it was for 2 measly hours...i can't help but be ur fool, i still rem da times in our early daes wen i'd just stare at u and jus smile and u'd jus frown....so cute!! haha...haiz it doesn't mean tt jus cos i dun say ur cute every single dae makes u any less ravashing....i just hope tt u'll be more understanding b4 u ever critise mi actions for there cud be some other reason as to y i cud act da way i was....although i still admit i was in da wrong to be rash and burst at u dat dae...
as for acting on it....well i dun believe in forcing emotions and inconviencing others, i took dis path now not cos i'm lookin for da easy way out...but cos i dun wanna be selfish and cause more unrest in ur heart. i now realise da fiasco tt happened a couple of months ago and i just dun wanna see us end up in tt horrid situation where we both hated each other's guts and hid all our emotions in our blogs, which also led to more misunderstandings. the onli way we'll ever survive happily is if we jus stared and jus lay in each other's arms and for tt moment didn't give a damn abt wad da whole world tot (du u still rem those daes).
baby, i need u as much u do....but...i just dun wan history to repeat itself, and tt intial squabble jus brot back da fear of emptiness of losing u...
