i realised that i always come up with realli gd stuff for mi blogs during mi long showers...yay for mee time!! lol yesh and todae's philo tot of the dae would be.....KARMA
ppl always link any negative personal behavior with karma, for eg: if i dun pass u dis eraser and dun give u a gd reason for it, in da future ur prob gonna sternly warn me that i'm gonna suffer a similar fate...why?....oh cos of KARMA! well is karma for real? or do we just assume karma's our 'ah long' for bad deeds done against us and seek solace in it for retribution? or when something really bad happens to us, we don't analyse da situation in a critical manner but rather switch to a more convinient excuse; "i must have done something realli bad in mi life and soo karma must be whooopin mi ass now". well dunt u find tt weird? hmmmm if i tink abt it and started blaming karma for mi misfortune, wow i'd realli be surprised. i mean considering how shitty mi life has been for da past 7 years, i'm preettti puzzled as to how karma's not exhausted from kickin mi hind after such a looong time.
another tot that has popped into head, which some of u mite find rather disturbing....is why do we live? what is human's purpose in life? to create a balance in life?, by screwing up the ecosystem den promoting clean energy? y do we study? to get gd grades...y? so we can have a gd job....y? so we can get higher pay.....y? so we can live a luxurious life.....y? cos we'd be happy......and so? ultimately are we like lil pawns in a 'matrix'-like system. do we each serve a purpose like a program or WAD??? haiz...life has lost its meaning for me....or has it?? NEVER will i lose faith in miself...nigga pls i'm back in da game!! lol i always gotta remember STAY POSITVE!!
life seems to getting very bleak for me but i am very thankful for the frens i have and who stand by mi side even through the bad times. i will always treasure mi frens no matter wad mi status is, coz it is u guyz who give me mi purpose in life!! w/out u all, by now i'd probably be 6 ft underground!! to all mi lovelies, hugz and hershey'z muackz muackz......
