ahhh started yest with a crappy arguement with ly...yesh a lot of u are rolling ur eyes and askin me y da hell i'm still tokin to her....well she's ok la....sumtimes...but other times she really just drives me up da wall which as tiring as it may be...sumhow it really makes me miss her even more! i appreciate ur 'kind' words guys, but u noe i really can't just leave on a bad note. Cos i dun want us to just be mad at each other and not tok at all and i get fucking irritated wen she keeps saying being busy is not an excuse for tokin often....eh jilun, anna wen was da last time i had a convo with u guys tt lasted more den 10 mins?? its been a while rite?? or even mi buds from SJI...wah piang we're soo busy with our hectic schedules we can't even meet up till 6 wks later(yup tt's our projected meeting time!!)...aiya if i'm busy i'm busy la if i'm free u tink i wunt tok to u meh??haizyo den ur nicks always seem so general but its always after some event involving me so obviously i get da wrong picture la. if mi nicks are not meant for u, obviously i wudn't put ur name on it rite!! i oso dunno y i'm writing all dis...does it even make sense?? she's prob gonna say i'm jus mumbling excuses and stuff...da scary part is ly wadever u yell at me i'm jus getting tt numb feeling i get wen i parents yell at me!! wait.....whoa....i'm feeling so numb as i type dis...no anger..no hate...no regret...i'm feeling calm with da sweet sounds of indie playing in mi ear, da right temperature, da spacious tables, the raindrops on the window, the black clouds above....life seems sooo peaceful....jus close ur eyes and listen....to ur inner calling to da one u used to be...jus slowing ur life down...whoa ok wad did i jus type....sooo weird!! lol was i in a trance-like state???? riteeee.....oooook!!!
