Slow me down

What good is life if you can never stop to watch it in its full glory?

I miss the gd times when i cud jus lean back, close my eyes and know when i opened them i'd nvr have wasted a single second of mi life but rather had actualli stopped the clock!! Now, it seems every second is like a precious drop of invisible gold...haiz.. i jus can't keep up!!

Gonna break soon....need an outlet....hopefulli no1 asks me the stupid qn of why i'm emo-ing after reading this post! seriously i need sum fucking place to write it all out...and where else can i? on msn? w/out someone comin up wif da wonderous qn?!!

"Prak, y so emo man??"

Why i cannot be tired isit ?? i can't emo isit?? WAdeVer la k!....

jus tired of it all...dunno wen i'm gonna break but seriously, u dun wanna be arnd wen i do!! TRUST ME...haiz