phew yeap another wkend has gone by and its finally da 3rd week of jan!! one month jus flew by soo fast b4 u even u knew it....well dis yr alot of mi frens will be celeb their 21st bdae's jus one advice: pls choose a funkilicious theme for ur parties!! haiz so sianz coud not go for stacey's bdae booo hooo..sori babe stg came up la...aniways hope u guys have fun ya!! cheap ass drinkz at dbl-O whoo hoo....
sch's lookin bleak jus ended add/drop finally settled tut groups and stuff and while staring at mi timetable i realised stg! i'll be doin 22 AUs dis sem...tat's 7 examinable subjects...(X_X)......as such i realised there's a lot of work to be done and together with cast trainings and memorising songs dis few wks up to term break is gonna be realli tight for me..(not to mention mi finances)...haiz o well it has to be done aniways i don't much sem's left to spare! so a lil note to mi luvly frens i dun realli tink i can prob meet up anymore for dis sem as i will be rather packed but will commence socialising again aft mi exams are over...hope u'll understand!! however, if u do need to contact me if any need arises i'm always here...dun wori abt tt :P
last on mi agenda would be mi complicated love life...haiz well it onli took one fight and knocked our senses back...seriously i didn't noe where all of dis was heading but aft much tinking i realised that even if we attempted to make it work, it would just make the separation harder...we still hardly know who we realli are and da fact we can't see each other eye to eye jus makes tings worse...well we're jus frens now but onli god noes wad's gonna happen wen i finally come to da point when i stand next to her.....there's stg abt her tt's soo addictive it makes it hard for me to leave her! seriously i hate to do dis but da less i tink of her, the easier it is for me to stay just as frens and avoid complications....its crazy how sum1 can just jump into ur life outa no where and just bring soo much joy but beneath ur smiles ur heart keeps tellin u, u can't hold onto dis one so jus let her go......i jus hope u'll find ur happiness wherever it may be....but no matter wad happens, once u've stolen a spot in mi heart, i'll never ask for it to be returned!!
i yearn for a love tat's simple and in bliss...O when will i find da right one for me??
